What's the damn point?!?!

I often wonder what is the point of my being in forums?! I don't feel like I truly belong in any of them anymore. My posts seem to be ripped apart, ignored or taken the wrong way. Either that or I have nothing to say.

I don't feel as if I have an online home anymore. I feel like an outcast. I'm not Christian, so no longer fit on the Christian forums, I don't feel pagan enough for the Pagan ones (I'm either too fluffy or not fluffy enough), I'm not secular enough for the Secular ones (my belief in gods gets great chuckles and insults) and the others are made up of people that have known each other for years, and have little in jokes and speak of people and incidents that are unknown to me.

Maybe it's just me...maybe I'm just in a strange mood lately, but I never feel like I have fun online anymore...maybe I should just not bother, I wouldn't be missed and I doubt I would miss it either!