My new commenting message...

... for those that may not read it before they comment!

Please feel free to leave a message, beware that I moderate all comments, so be nice. If you are just commenting in order to criticise or scold me, please don't bother as I'm not interested!! Such comments will be deleted or I will make a post out of them for everyone to see!

It is people like 'Luna Buteo' that had me remove the commenting ability here in the past. I don't need to be constantly told if people think I'm in the wrong, I'm well aware of when I am and I don't need total strangers to tell me that. Anyone would think that I'd started the scam myself instead of just documented it so that someone that has no access to it can see it. There is no way I could have found the words to describe that picture, I wouldn't know where to even begin.

It plays havoc with my anxiety issues and has me then second guessing every little thing I say or do in the future, just in case I offend someone or make them angry or upset. It makes me feel as if I'm a terrible person for merely keeping friends updated on why I'm upset in my life. Now I feel like I have to think of reasons to justify the things I post here, when I started this blog purely to help ease the stress and anxiety in my life not increase it. It doesn't feel like that now... I feel like a goldfish in a bowl that is surrounded by hungry cats... and all because people feel they have the 'right' to say things to me regarding things that don't concern them in any way.

I've reactivated the 'adult warning' on the front of this blog (as you saw when you got here) and I feel like not bothering writing anything if all people are going to do is always find the bad things and remark on them, yet ignore the good. I feel like turning commenting off, yet if I do that the one person whose comments I actually enabled commenting to receive won't be able to... what do I do *sigh*

What an asshat!!

I got involved in a fairly heated debate with someone at Facebook earlier on... I know, I know I should have resisted the urge to feed the troll, but I just couldn't let such a moronic display of tomfoolery slide.

It all started when I shared this picture

It shows the actor, Taylor Lautner (who plays werewolf, Jacob in the recent Twilight films) wearing a shirt that has a message I agree with.

Anyway, I thought no more of it until a total jerk began leaving comments about it... I'm going to post the conversation as a whole just in case he decides to delete his posts at a later date, as other people have done in the past (which irritates me as it looks like I'm talking to myself).

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    Mikal Dmon and in some states they don't..get over it!
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede The those states should be ashamed of themselves for having opinions on things that are none of their business... get over it!
    

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    Mikal Dmon when you involve the state seal you make it the people's business..You can't have your cake and eat it too..
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede What people chose to do regarding their love life concerns no one but the people involved when it is between consenting adults. The "cake" is a private affair and people need to cut their own cakes and stop telling others how to do it.
    

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    Mikal Dmon again, you're too committed to step back and see the point..States develop their own laws, and when you use the states seal to approve something, as the do in marriage, you're going to have to put up with the people's opinion..If you don't want them, stop asking states to hand out marriage licenses..
    

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    Mikal Dmon don't get to upset, I'm just playing devil's advocate, I really don't disagree with you..
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede It's not the peoples opinion, it's the state telling people the way it's going to be. Just because the state says it doesn't mean it's right. I have no idea what individual states do as I gladly don't live in one. I just fail to see why so many people seem to have such a strong opinion on something that directly contradicts personal freedom!
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede It just amazes me that a country as modern as America can still be so backwards regarding certain things... people have the right to bear arms and say whatever they like, but not to want to marry someone they love because they have the same genitals. It baffles me.
    

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    Mikal Dmon I'm not a relationship expert so i have no room to give anyone love advice!
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede Nor am I, but I recognise discrimination and enforced inequality when I see it. Neither can I blindly ignore nor condone it when I see people I love and care about being made to feel they're lesser or a "disgusting abomination" merely for loving another person who just happens to be the same gender :o(
    

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    Mikal Dmon enforced inequality??? people at hooters want to see big breast, small chest need not apply...I don't see any issue with that
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede What does that have to do with anything?!
    Are you seriously comparing a chain of tacky restaurants that only employ large breasted women to denying people the right to marry because they're the same gender? That is like comparing Playboy ...See more
    

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    before you criticize my point, you might try to understand it first..YOU said being LGBT is not a choice, well do you being small breasted is? Aren't they denied the same opportunity others have, like Gays are denied the opportunity others ...See more

    
    

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    Minty Autumn Ede 
    

    I'm not criticising your point, neither do I need to "understand it" as I'm saying the comparison is ridiculous! If someone wanted to work at Hooters so badly yet they lacked the breasts to do so they can either suck it up and find employment elsewhere or have a breast enlargement and get the job. They have a CHOICE.
    
    The only way using the "small breast card" could possibly be relevant is if they were denied getting any job, anywhere because of it. That is obviously not the case so I still fail to see how the two are comparable!
    
    Just because discrimination is still used, doesn't mean it is right to carry on doing so, especially in a area where it has no bearing upon anyone else's life. I have been the subject of discrimination my whole life because of my weight and to hear it used against people that cannot change the very aspect that it is used against is repugnant to me. I can lose weight, someone LGBT cannot change who they fall in love with.
    
    I am not "fighting around" anything, you sir, seem determined to try and wander from the point by bringing up obstacles that are not only irrelevant but also ridiculous. Discrimination is not a "privilege" it is the way a society attempts to control something it has no business controlling. Until attitudes like the one you display are dead and buried there will be people that feel they have the right to use discrimination. I suggest you stop thinking of discrimination as a "privilege" and see it for what it really is... wrong and not welcome in the 21st century!
    
    I shall continue to counter everything silly you say about this issue, so I suggest you just stop being "devil's advocate" and/or trying to argue a case that has already been lost. Get over it and just ssshh!

    
    

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I still fail to see the correlation between same-sex marriage and working it a place that is one tiny t-shirt and a metal pole away from a strip club... one is a job and the other is a basic human right that only ever seems to be argued against by people it doesn't effect! I have never seen anyone that is LGBT saying that same-sex marriage is wrong... it is only heterosexuals, or religious heterosexuals that seem to have the problem.  That speaks volumes to me.

Maybe it is my inner hippy... maybe it is just my asexuality that doesn't see a problem with same sex couples (I did at one stage wonder if I was a lesbian myself, until I realised that I'm just not that attracted to anyone, regardless of gender lol. I can appreciate a beautiful face no matter the sex of the possessor... maybe I'm a bi-asexual in that I'm not greatly attracted to either yet would not rule out a relationship with them?)

Apart from that my day has been ok... I was up all night with stomach problems... and I seem to have dreadful trouble sleeping at night, although I can sleep during the day (which at first I though was because I've been drinking coffee and cola a lot lately which has caffeine... but seeing as I can sleep during the day it can't be that). That is probably why I was so terse and short in my replies to "Mr. Devil's Advocate" up there ^^^ Lack of sleep with a pain chaser tends to rob me of my patience (sometimes I wonder if that is a good or bad thing... my patience sometimes stops me from saying what I really feel as I always try and be nice to people regardless of whether they warrant it or not!)

More from the "Idiot King of Facebook". I have since removed him as a friend and reported him for annoying me lol.

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  ‎"For the record, I'm straight as well, yet I don't seem to use it as some kind of superiority card against those are not." Okay , I lost all interest in being nice.(I really was) However, I never SAID I find myself superior to anyone, YOUR ASSUMPTION ASSHOLE~UNDERSTANDING MY POINT, you would know I meant it as means of explaining my way of thinking..I speak from a heterosexual mindset, that often doesn't contemplate the plight of other..That being said, you ASSUME allot of things actually, which is the result of you talking AN NOT LISTENING..You have a problem running your mouth, you absolutely suck at understanding others..I bet you suck at allot of things...

  
  

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  Mikal Dmon ‎"Show me one type of discrimination that is good.." Sex offenders have to register their residence, so parent can decided if they want to live next to one..This is good discrimination...I can provide more, but you only asked for one....Did you really think I couldn't defend my point?
  

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  Mikal Dmon ‎"How can we reach the same conclusion when you somehow fail to grasp that any kind of discrimination is wrong" Have you ever tried raising a kid with a spouse? same objectives, but different ways of doing things..People are different, in case you didn't know
  

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  Mikal Dmon ‎1)"How can we reach the same conclusion when you somehow fail to grasp that any kind of discrimination is wrong" "I'm saying the comparison is ridiculous! 2)If someone wanted to work at Hooters so badly yet they lacked the breasts to do so they can either suck it up and find employment" When you stop contradicting yourself Minty, then we can talk
  

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  Mikal Dmon ‎1)"How can we reach the same conclusion when you somehow fail to grasp that any kind of discrimination is wrong" 2) "I'm saying the comparison is ridiculous! If someone wanted to work at Hooters so badly yet they lacked the breasts to do so they can either suck it up and find employment" When you stop contradicting yourself Minty, then we can talk
  

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  Mikal Dmon when you somehow fail to grasp that any kind of discrimination is wrong? I guess you never tried dating Minty, allot of discrimination in dating..I guess you didn't know that..
  

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  Mikal Dmon ‎"when you somehow fail to grasp that any kind of discrimination is wrong?" I guess you never tried dating Minty, allot of discrimination in dating..I guess you didn't know that..
  

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  Minty Autumn Ede Do you have some kind of compulsion to constantly copy and paste the same thing over and over again? It makes no difference how many times you do it, you still make no sense. Idiot.
  
  I don't want to talk to you... so just shut the fuck up and go the fuck away!
  
  Discrimination in dating doesn't make it right... I fail to see what that has to with anything. But then you equate same-sex marriage as working in a bar with big chested waitresses, so why should I expect logic from you!
  
  Tracking sex offenders is not discrimination... that is making sure the public as a whole is safe and that perpetrators don't' have a chance of re-offending. Do you even know what discrimination actually is? Sounds not from the "case" you're making. Enforcing the law for the safety of the public is not discrimination. It is basic common sense. You have not defended your point, you have just proved your ignorance of the English language... I suggest you purchase a dictionary to avoid future confusion when shooting yourself in the foot! Hahaha
  
  LOL... someone that sees discrimination as a good thing calls me an asshole... I guess it takes one to recognise another.
  
  I lost all interest in talking to you when you saw discrimination as a privilege... that makes you a bigger asshole than I could ever be. I hope you never have kids, or that if ypu do they take after their mother. I pity them greatly if they take after you. Asshat!
  
  Don't reply anymore... you have nothing left to say that even makes sense... nor do I want to hear it. Seeing as I don't even know who the hell you are (I don't even recall adding you as a friend) I think it is time you left my profile for good. You are a vile creature... I can't even call you a man. Seeya.
  

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A blessed Beltane to everyone reading this

Not much has occurred since my last entry.

The house has slowly become used to only having one cat... it seems so weird with just one, for over five years we have had two, and the first time we went shopping we added the extra food to the trolley out of habit :o(

Anyway... the weather here has been truly dismal of late; rain, high winds, leaden grey skies, and various assortments of the three. Yesterday and today there has actually been sunshine (I was beginning to think the sun was merely a myth!) and it has made all the difference. I'm not a fan of sitting in the sun, but it does lift my mood when that fiery, yellow ball in the sky can be seen and felt... sometimes lol.

I feel generally unwell... nothing I can put my finger on, but yet again I cannot seem to shake off a cold/flu virus thing that I went down with a few weeks ago and feel so drained of energy throughout the day that I am often forced back to bed in the middle of the afternoon! Not helpful.


My faith has also taken another setback recently in that I feel my connection to Selene is waning... often to the point of being non-existent! I hate this... the constant running in circles where faith is concerned, it makes me sad that I cannot seem to make a decision and stick to it and be happy. Actually it infuriates me!

Add to that, the fact that Blogger seem to have made unwanted changes to everything here and I'm feeling pretty fed-up at the moment. It has taken me ten minutes to find my dashboard here, and even longer to find the posts available for edit. *sigh* If a change is not for the better, please don't bother making it!!

Today I feel...

... well, honestly, I don't really know how I feel. Part of me doesn't really feel anything much at all, and another part of me feels tired and another part feels kind of "numb" somehow and another part of me just feels like crying... it's hard to explain really.

I probably shouldn't have watched "Living with the Amish" last night... although I love the show it always seems to leave me in a deep funk the next day. Maybe because I kind of envy their simple yet rewarding lives, I also envy their sheer depth of faith and their strong work ethic... I'm such a lazy person, if I can do tomorrow what should be done today then I will without hesitation :o(

I wonder if my constantly feeling tired is the cause - regardless of when I go to sleep or how much I have I just always feel tired. I never feel refreshed when I wake and usually feel worse than when I went to sleep! I've had tests run by the doctor and they came back saying nothing was wrong... yet I certainly don't feel right. But I don't know what to do about it. I swear that Sissy and Pingu just think I'm doing it for attention and they seem to react every time I mention how I feel as if I'm just a huge hypochondriac! So these days it is yet another topic of conversation I avoid when they are around.

I seem to spend my days in pain, very tired or in a bad mood... and I can become intensely irritated in less time than it takes to blink! I just feel as if I'm losing myself somehow, like I'm here but not completely here. I can't really put it into words, but it leaves me feeling sort of hollow.

Thankfully it's Friday... I don't think I could have stood another day doing a job I loathe for people that don't appreciate anything I do!

This has been a really shitty evening

First of all my cat jumped out of the front room window when I left the room, he then ran away up the street when I went out to get him. Seriously, I just don't care anymore! He has no collar on or anything and he was out on the main road and ran to a break in the houses and sprinted down the alley into the back gardens... I just hope he stays round the back and didn't double back and cross the road. I hope he gets scared, and when he gets back in the house he can have his uncomfortable collar put back on and get over it!! I can't even worry tonight as I'm too pissed off  >:o(  <--- angry face

One thing I'm certain of, though, once these cats die I am never getting another cat, ever! I just can't be bothered in caring for creatures that give nothing back anymore. If anything I'd rather get a dog, at least they come when you call them.

Then I had this conversation on MSN... I've been talking to the guy for a week and I cannot believe the gall of the man!! (he told me he quit his job as the company were forcing those that wanted to stay to go to Aberdeen and he refused to go, so resigned).


raymond says:
 Yeah...but there is something i did like to ask you pls..

Minty says:
 sure

raymond says:
 I know it seems as if you dont know much about me or something...but i just feel you are nice person and someone i could talk with..though i am shy and have never done this before..
 but..its just the way things are for me at the moment...
 i'd like to ask of your favour to help me out with the amount to renew my badge..
 and i promise to be able to pay you back by the end of next month..cuz i will definitely get a job with it in no time..i already seen an agent whos helping out on that...

Minty says:
 how much are you asking for?

raymond says:
 its just 300quid..
 though its not..but its money..

Minty says:
 I'm afraid I don't have that kind of money to spare, that is our food budget for the entire month... I'm sorry

raymond says:
 well, perhaps you could help with something even if its 200..i will try to empty my account then..cuz i just sent some money to my dad for his health issues..
 i just feel like sht right now..
 really need a lady in my life..at least for now..and for ever..it really takes two to tango sometimes..

Minty says:
 I afraid I can't give you any money, I have to feed my family, especially my disabled father... I'm sorry

raymond says:
   *sigh*

Minty says:
 I really wish I could help

raymond says:
   thanks ...but... if you could help with some amount..then i will try ask my mate some too..
 because him too need some money to do his own too..
 its just the money i sent to dad that makes me 'skinny' for now..lol and its really affecting me..
 sometimes i feel like disowning him as a father..for joining the gay sht

Minty says:
 I can't even afford to get my sister a present for her 21st birthday in July, and what is so bad about being gay?

raymond says:
 hes got anal cancer innit

Minty says:
 so, Farrah Fawcett died of that and she wasn't gay... anal cancer isn't only for gay men

raymond says:
 huh... but at least its part of it and it contributes..its not 100% moralistic for a responsible person to do

Minty says:
 that is like saying that having sex with men gives women cervical cancer... there is no connection between the two. And I don't believe there is amything immoral about being gay... to me love is love and it doesn't matter who people love

raymond says:
 anyway..its libel and wrong to have prejudice about anyones orientation..
Minty..now my eyes feel sleepy..and i have to sleep now..i will try to wake up early to see a mate before he leaves for work tomorrow..
 i thought you did like to wish me sweetdreams...

Minty says:
 ok, you take care... and for the simple fact that you asked me for money and then had a go at gay men I'm blocking and deleting you as I can't talk to people that try and take advantage of others and that are intolerant of other peoples' sexuality. Good luck in life, and I wish your father a speedy recovery, and a more tolerant son in the future! Sweet dreams



Does he think I'm stupid?! Even if I were a millionaire I wouldn't give him money, purely for the gay-bashing bullshit!! If he thought that would convince me to give him the money he was wrong, very, very wrong... nothing could have made me more determined to not give him a penny! Even when I said that £300 was the money for the food to feed my family he still kept asking... so my family can go hungry so that he can get a badge that will let him become a security guard!! I don't think so! HAHAHAHAHA.

And again I end up talking to a jackass!

Why do I seem to be attracting people that end up talking to me like shit?!

Yet another short, black guy contacted me tonight (he was 5'8") and below is the entire conversation between us... (his name is Obypedia and I go by the name Araminta there):

obypedia

hi araminta

8:04PM

araminta

hiya

8:06PM

obypedia

nice photos

8:06PM

araminta

thank you

8:07PM

obypedia

can u handle what i've got?

8:09PM

araminta

are you still here?

8:15PM

obypedia

yeah

8:16PM

araminta

my messages are not going through

8:17PM

obypedia

really, why?

8:17PM

araminta

stuff I'm typing is not coming up on here lol

8:17PM

so, what have you got then?

obypedia

dat will be tellin

8:21PM

araminta

lol

8:21PM

so why ask if I can handle it

obypedia

what do you do?

8:23PM

araminta

work with kids... you?

8:23PM

obypedia

broadcast engineering

8:24PM

araminta

nice

8:25PM

obypedia

working with kids must be stressfull, how do u cope?

8:25PM

araminta

luckily they are mostly at school lol

8:26PM

obypedia

just curious, as a woman is kissing women cheating?

8:27PM

araminta

I think it depends on the seriousness of the relationship you're in

8:29PM

some people would say yes

obypedia

what about u

8:29PM

araminta

if I were in a relationship with a guy then yes, I would consider it cheating

8:31PM

why do you ask?

obypedia

my ex

8:31PM

araminta

she kissed another woman and tried to make light of it?

8:32PM

obypedia

like u were there, anyway that's past tense

8:33PM

araminta

I'm sorry she did that, it was wrong of her, the fact it was another woman doesn't change anything

8:34PM

obypedia

how long can u last in bed b4 u start screaming bodyache?

8:36PM

araminta

I don't know, I've never tried it lol

8:36PM

obypedia

what' u on about? u're kidding right

8:37PM

araminta

nope, no one has ever been interested lol

8:38PM

obypedia

hey ya, never mind, i don't think they jnow what they're missing

8:40PM

araminta

lol, people say the same about me

8:41PM

obypedia

but i'm serious, else won't be chatting

8:42PM

araminta

serious about what?

8:43PM

obypedia

about my words, we must mean what we say when we speak the word.

8:45PM

araminta

I'm confused, hun...

8:46PM

obypedia

u're very funny, u know.

8:47PM

araminta

seriously I'm confused... I'm not trying to be funny

8:49PM

you still here?

obypedia

yeah, let's cut d chase I love big women okay, if u're good then we can have fun together.

8:54PM

araminta

I'm not looking for anything casual, sorry about that

8:55PM

and you have a damn cheek even asking, by the way

I'm not a cheap whore

obypedia

i understand but don't let anyone promise u anything serious over the internet without meeting u in person. i'm just being honest. let the relationship escalate gradually, then u can see true love.

8:59PM

u still there?

u still there?

araminta

I am, sorry

9:24PM

for not replying sooner

I don't ask for anyone to promise me anything hun, just be nice to me

obypedia

where 've u been?

9:25PM

araminta

sorry, I was talking to my parents

9:25PM

obypedia

of course i'll be nice to u, do ulive with ur parents?

9:26PM

araminta

I do, and my sister and her boyfriend

9:27PM

obypedia

what about ur privacy?

9:28PM

araminta

I have my own room, and I have nothing to really keep private lol

9:29PM

why would I need privacy?

obypedia

relationship?

9:33PM

araminta

never had one

9:33PM

obypedia

do u want to have one with me?

9:34PM

araminta

I don't even know you hun, it's far too early to say yes or no

9:34PM

obypedia

tht's what i meant earlier.

9:36PM

araminta

about what? you confuse me, you really do

9:38PM

obypedia

okay, let's make this simple, what do u really want?

9:40PM

araminta

hello?

9:40PM

obypedia

i'm here

9:40PM

araminta

I want friends... maybe something more, time will tell about that one

9:41PM

sex doesn't interest me

never has

no one has ever wanted me in that way ever

obypedia

u gave up on sex? well we can just be friends.

9:43PM

araminta

I never gave up, I've never had it lol

9:44PM

obypedia

do u want to?

9:44PM

araminta

I don't know, I've never thought about it

9:45PM

sex is something beautiful people do and I'm not beautiful lol

there is nothing sexy about me hahaha

obypedia

stop saying that, i think u're gorgeous

9:47PM

araminta

you're very sweet to say that

9:48PM

I guess I just don't see it, so I always just try and be everyone's friend

obypedia

u're sweet and u need to accept it.

9:53PM

araminta

I don't think I'd be a very good girlfriend lol

9:53PM

thank you

obypedia

give it a try, there is a first time 4 everything.

9:55PM

araminta

true... but I think I've left it a bot late now lol

9:55PM

bit

obypedia

u're just 34yrs, time to catch up.

9:56PM

araminta

there are so many things that I've never done... I've never even been kissed and that is just so sad!!

9:57PM

obypedia

u can start with me, i can show u

9:59PM

araminta

you're very sweet to offer

9:59PM

I think I'd need to love the other person very much first, though... sounds silly but that is the way my mind works lol

obypedia

who's the other person?

10:05PM

araminta

I don't know yet... only Fate knows who that is at the moment

10:06PM

obypedia

stop bullshiting

10:07PM

araminta

sorry?

10:07PM

how am I bullshitting in not knowing that!

I'm not a damn psychic you know

care to explain your comment?

hello?

still waiting here...

so this is you behaving like my friend? being rude to me and then ignoring me when I'm trying to talk to you?! Some friend you are... I guess it means that you are not the one for me, then... lucky escape for me then as you have no manners or class! Goodbye

obypedia

baby, get rid of fear, and be adventurous. try sex, may be not with me but try it.

10:19PM

araminta

so I have to try something I don't want?

10:20PM

I have to spread my legs and be "adventurous"... why would I do that?! Make myself a slut because you recommend it!! I don't think so!!

and you still didn't answer my question about what I'm bullshitting about either

obypedia

everything, if u don't try it, u will never have th experience

10:23PM

araminta

I'm bullshitting about nothing... and if it meant going with someone that didn't love and respect me then I'd rather not bother!

10:24PM

why would I give that part of myself to someone that didn't give a shit about me!! That makes no sense at all

obypedia

i agree with u completely

10:25PM

araminta

then what are you talking about?!

10:25PM

I came on here to meet new friends and see if anything developed from there and all I seem to be meeting are guys that only care about what I have in my knickers!! It's not what is that important to me!

obypedia

fair enough

10:29PM

araminta

you are the fourth person to talk to me like that in the last week, it's getting very boring

10:31PM

I'm beginning to wonder why I'm even bothering trying to find anyone, I haven't done well so far!

obypedia

a bit of adjustment in attitude will help, stop blaming other people

10:38PM

araminta

blaming other people for what? for talking to me like shit, and my attitude is fine until people take the piss and then I get angry and I'm not sorry for that!

10:42PM

so people can treat me with no respect and I have to change my attitude?! Give me a break!

obypedia

alright.

10:45PM

araminta

so come on then... how could I change my attitude?

10:46PM

obypedia

stop thinking negative, love is about sacrifice, what u write is scary, u may think u're being protective, but make an effort.

10:49PM

araminta

what I write is scary? now who is talking bullshit, and how can I make an effort? Make an effort about what? Pretend to be someone I'm not just so that I don't come across as "scary". I think I have a right to protect myself against people that are not genuine in their intentions, don't you?!

10:52PM

Love maybe about sacrifice, but it is also about treating people with respect and not being a bully in trying to make others do tings they are not comfy with.

what YOU write is scary to me, as it shows me that you are only out for yourself and what you can get from someone else!

that is not love

my sister is in love and she says love is about compromise, not sacrifice

obypedia

okay, wordplay, how nice

10:57PM

araminta

you should know... you've done nothing but try and bullshit me with ridiculous words all evening!

10:58PM

do us both a favour and don't talk to me anymore... you have nothing to say that I wish to hear... speak to me again and I'll report you!

I have no idea just why I seem to be getting contact from such utter creeps lately... and it makes me feel like not bothering anymore as all I seem to be getting is grief and hassle and I don't want it!

I also got messaged from an Italian guy, who was only 5'7"... what is wrong with me in that I seem to be getting attention from the guys that don't interest me?!?! It may seem shallow, but I like tall men, and honestly to see me walking about with a guy that was not only smaller then me bodily but also smaller then me in height would look so ridiculous!

Maybe the short guys like the idea of dating a huge Amazon or something, but I'm not interested in that at all! I could never be anything more than friends with guys shorter than me, I just couldn't... and if it would mean having to be alone or be with short men that talk to me like shit, well I guess I'll be single forever because I'm never going to tolerate people talking to me like that in real life. I will end up smacking them one for it!!