An example of how my brain works!

I currently have mid long (just past my shoulders) hair that is dyed black. Now black is the worst colour to remove from hair, which I didn't know when I did it. I've had the feeling, for a few weeks, that I'd like to go back to my original hair colour... in fact I grew to hate the black and just wanted it gone!!

Fast forward two weeks, and I got the stuff today that I ordered from Ebay that will remove the colour and probably (if all goes to plan) give me back my natural colour, white hair and all... and now I have it here I'm hesitating to use it.

Maybe it's because my own hair colour is fairly boring, or maybe it's something else entirely (with me, who can tell?! hehe) I do like the colour, but the thought of being stuck with black hair forever (or until I wrecked it with bleach or cut it off) was probably the biggest problem! Now that I have something to remove it, whenever I want to, all of the pressure seems to be gone and I'm happy for the colour to stay (at least for the moment  **sigh**). Maybe it was because I thought I had no choice, and now I do I don't have to stress it that much.

See what I mean about being indecisive?!

This is why I piss myself off... all the time!! Not to mention the poor people that have to live with me, LOL.