Had my hair cut... again.

Only this time to about an inch long all over... I'm just sick of it being black and since I lost my job I'm not going to be able to afford hair dye anymore, plus I really want to see my natural hair colour again (after a year of dying it) so it was "bye-bye long hair". I also noticed just how thin my hair was getting to, sort of limp and stringy, and my hair has never been like that until I started colouring it! So, all in all it seemed for the best to just lop it off and start again. I do miss it in some ways,but not in others. At the moment it's still black, so it will need another cut in about a month, but after that I should be back to where I started from... I wonder how much of my hair is white now, I'm quite excited about finding out (yes, I know, I am totally weird and sad, LOL!)

Had no onions or mushrooms for five clear days and I've had no bad reactions at all... I'm going to have to try both of them soon and see if it was really them, but I'm actually quite scared of the pain returning so I keep putting it off. I'm using the logic that if I've not eaten them, but have eaten everything else and I feel fine that they must be the culprits... the only problem being that I usually have both mushrooms and onions together in food (such as spag bol and rissotto) so one could be being blamed for the problems caused by the other! I just have enough pain at the moment without having internal stomach pain on top of the rest! My back is aching, my ankles and feet, likewise and I now have a dull ache on the right side of my jawline that has been bugging me for about three days now and is not showing any signs of going a-bloody-way!!

I have had to stop drinking the coffee that I recently started drinking again... I keep having vivid dreams... not that the dreams are nasty, far from it as most of them contain Ville Valo from HIM (and they are also far from innocent, too!!) Then there was the dream where for some reason I was dressed as a chicken, I upset a little boy for refusing to let him sit on my nose (I assume beak) and when I asked to use the toilet in the huge pub I seemed to be in, I was lead all over the place - down endless corridors and passages until I came to a sort of huge balcony with no barrier (to stop people from falling over the edge, but an internal balcony, like the galleries you find in stately homes). On the other side of it I could see a body amongst some bookcases, and I was being beckoned over there and I refused to go as I just knew that if I did that I would be blamed for the murder, so I refused to budge... and then I woke up!! Totally surreal, though not frightening... my dreams are not scary, just weird!