Sort of restless somehow, caged in and trapped. It's difficult to describe.
It was a beautiful day today, and I went nowhere and did nothing. I was outside in the garden taking down the old gazebo for about five minutes, and I came in because my eyes hurt due to the bright light. Maybe it is down to the two hour nap I had yesterday evening that caused me to not go to bed until 4am this morning... or maybe it is just because I feel grumpy (does there always have to be a reason?).
I've also not been in a talkative mood at all... I just don't feel like I have the energy to do "small talk" and have felt like not saying anything the entire day.
It is at the time of year when I cannot abide to have the windows closed... every room feels like there is no air in it if the windows are shut... even if they are only open a tiny crack, it is enough to settle me.
I have also had itchy eyes since I woke up... a sort of stinging sensation that begs you to rub your eyes, yet when you do it makes the stinging worse just afterwards!
My arms also feel weak, even typing this is making my lower arms ache like mad, and I have no idea why.
I guess I am just in one of "those moods" today and the sooner I get to sleep the better it will be for everyone in my immediate vicinity!
It was a beautiful day today, and I went nowhere and did nothing. I was outside in the garden taking down the old gazebo for about five minutes, and I came in because my eyes hurt due to the bright light. Maybe it is down to the two hour nap I had yesterday evening that caused me to not go to bed until 4am this morning... or maybe it is just because I feel grumpy (does there always have to be a reason?).
I've also not been in a talkative mood at all... I just don't feel like I have the energy to do "small talk" and have felt like not saying anything the entire day.
It is at the time of year when I cannot abide to have the windows closed... every room feels like there is no air in it if the windows are shut... even if they are only open a tiny crack, it is enough to settle me.
I have also had itchy eyes since I woke up... a sort of stinging sensation that begs you to rub your eyes, yet when you do it makes the stinging worse just afterwards!
My arms also feel weak, even typing this is making my lower arms ache like mad, and I have no idea why.
I guess I am just in one of "those moods" today and the sooner I get to sleep the better it will be for everyone in my immediate vicinity!
