(I was talking to a friend who has been ill about our pagan paths, and he was saying about how down-heartened he feels lately in that he feels as if he's stagnating in his faith. My reply was this)
I fully understand how you feel about your path, too...I feel like that all the time. In fact I rarely feel sure these days. I was thinking about it this morning and if I was asked I would have to class myself as a non-practising pagan. I just cannot seem to muster up the energy to do anything remotely spiritual these days. I have always been a fairly big quitter, though, and when things get far too tough for me, I have a habit of throwing in the towel (and then regretting it later on) so that is probably what I am doing (most of the time without even realising I'm doing it).
Anyway...you just get better again, hun, and I'm sure that everything will sort itself out in the end
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